...of this life? No one really likes me.. All my friends keep betraying me and leaving me because of my own mistakes... Who is this stupid? Me.. Ive had so much shit on my plate. And anyone who is watching me on DA is my close friend.. And anyone else who is watching me will delete this jornal from thier messages, so it doesn't matter what I say in it. Im fed up with life. Ive had more than my fair share then it keeps piling up. Yeah, today I overreacted. And I'm sorry, you know who you are.. But I had a really bad day. Will I go to school tomorrow with scars on my wrists? Well, probubly not because im even too chicken to do THAT. It's sad. T